i have created an new email address.
pls relink =))
wu_xueting88@hotmail.com

tHanks.
=))

Oct was a tough month for me.
cos i was stressed up by my preceptee and audit.
now is ALL over. =))
she has resigned. audit over we were not pick for the audit. HA!
THAnksgod!
hoho. looking forward for december.
ward chalet. Hope everything turn out well lah. =) even though i haven finish collecting money! haha.
and my Birthday! haha. even though i am not going to have any chalet or Big party.. but i am stil excited cos finally step into the twenty-one ! wahaha.
jus wan to doll up that day and enjoy myself =)
haPPie happie =))
3 of YOU buy These for me! helium balloon.. sunflowers and Gerbera !! and DOuble chocolate cake!! ahaha.

ytd i think i really cannot stand it anymore. i cannot stand her attitude towards work, towards nursing care.
she write rubbish in her reports. spent more than 1 hr to write her reports and can stil write rubbish..
make me "boiling!"
stop her from going home..
all incomplete. she thought finish her report can go home alr..
i read until i wan to tear the report!!
pt with PCN drain.. her report nothing mention abt it. another pt IV plug alr off since we take over. somemore she is the one who paste the plaster.. and she can stil put "Y" for IV plug. pt going back to NH on Monday we are supposed to call NH. she dun bother. dressing suppose to be done my morning shft. she push and passed over to PM shift.
take 10cases.. just write her report and can't be bother.

i can't take it anymore.
stop her from going home.
piled up all the case notes and ask her to rewrite...
She gave me that " bu shuang" de expression. Of course.I dun care..
told her at the nursing counter " the more i read the more i wan to cry and my bld vessel goin to burst!"

and dragged her to Clean u to talk to her after i go through with her the mistakes.
told her straight. " i am veri disappointed with ur performace today".
why not u tel me how u find ur work performace this week..
she can tel me " i find _ _ _ has more paper work. i need to write a lot"
i am asking u abt ur work performance not abt how much u hav to write.
she gave me that pissed off expression.
den i added. why not u tel me what u have helped ur junnior today..
she "ermx.. bring bed 18 to toilet"
"yes. that is the only thing u help ur junnior today"
"do you know that as a staff nurse you are suppose to find time to help ur junnior.. at least help in turning. offer help..
you and you junnior shld communicate.. she is doing her things and u r busy writing..
i din see teamwork at all..

"do you think you have complete ur work?"
No. not at all. You are suppose to update ur trendcare, but u din't.
You are suppose to do bed 21 dressing. But you passed over.. and wad excuse you give.. " cos dressing items stil not here.. in the first place you shld have ask the doctor to order them early.. imagine u r the PM SN. ur AM gal passed over dressing for you to do.. do u think you will be happy? not forgetting you might have massive t/F, admission. dun u dare to pass over to the night.
Have you call NH for the 2 pts tat are going Home on Monday? nope.. u din not. do you knw that u nid to call?

You are working lke a robot. i nid to press one button den u move!!
i am veri tired alr.
i dun know how can i help you.
pls pls. let me know how can i help you..

she started to cry.
" i wan to transfer to another ward"

i dun know. really cannot help it.
she suddenly lost interest.
she can just tel me she dun wan to work here anymore..
waste my effort, time..

i just got to wait. wait til Monday.
i am goin to surrender. surrender her to My Boss!! i am just not willing to guide her.. guide someone who is not willing to learn is Just a waste of time. pLs i am getting older.
day by day. i had severe headache.. nightmare.. palpitation!!

how to help her. everyday ask myself this question so that i can help her to pass her probation, to help her function better in our ward.
But tat is not the case!
she shows no interest.
give her feedback she shows her unhappiness on her face.
need to prompt her to do her things.. serve her meds..

how to guide her when she shows no interest!
help me.

is annual leave.
wohohoho.
is a time for me to slack.. and relax.
away from call bells.. reports..case notes... doctors!!

planning to spend time with my bed, family, frens.
wants to go cycling, sun tanning, threading, watch movies, shopping, makan =)
basically! just relax =))